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oh who knows. me, you, otherwise, etc.

I have come to the conclusion that we are what we have become. That's all. You can look back and regret. You can look back and rejoice. I don't think any of the past matters unless you are willing to examine and realize what it has made of you now. The "future" is only what we may hope and strive for if we are willing to hope and strive for it. Perserverence is a possibility I suppose, but many aspects can interfere with the most dutiful hopes. hmmm, what the hell was that all about anyway? I have been in a slump of sorts. Not a slump that is preventing me per se, but one that has allowed me to sit back and relax little bit and just be. I don't want as much these days. These wants used to be tied to the desire to need more out of what I already have. What I already have has , on one hand become a bit stagnant, and is definetly only tied to "work". Home life takes on a completely different self and in that self, I could not be happier. The stagnation come...